So... Though I kept most of my personal life off of dA, but here's reality.

I'm an 19 year old in Japan, techinically a freshman at Waseda University. I attended uni til maybe May this year, but though I like the uni itself, I didn't like my dept and couldn't find a dept that did work on what I wanted to learn. So I took a leave of absence, and I'm trying out for a uni that I failed last year.
The university I'm trying out for for my second time is, Tokyo University - the best uni in Japan. I don't go to cram school (because my parents weren't willing to pay, and since I also went to vocational school on fashion that I now also have a temporary withdrawal on for which I was paying the whole tuition, so I didn't have money to pay myself either) and I really need to get myself to study.

So... I thought of the internet as a "break" from my studies, but I'm starting to be online waaaaaaaaaaaaay too much. Yay stupid me! orz

If I fail again this year, I have no clue what I'm going to do with life. I already kicked a several private unis last year, so I can either get in to Tokyo U or be a failure - which I already am so I really don't want to get any worse. O future ahead me looks so ... NEETish. (NEET = not under education employment or training)



To avoid this I've decided to rip myself off by going hiatus.
If you happen to see me online, please tell me to get the hell off and STUDY you *insert swearword* or something like that....

Hopefully I'll be back after March 10 if I pass the first exam. If I fail that, hopefully I'll be back after March 23 after the second exam.

Til then!!
(I promise I will finish commissions! but all pending requests will be suspended til I come back)

Marchen

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仮面浪人で宅浪の東大受験生です。ありがちですねえ。
息抜きと思ってdAしてましたが、あまりにも度がすぎるようになってきたので、春まで休止しようと思います。意志薄弱なもんで・・・
うまくいけば、来春にはちゃんと行きたい大学で大学生やる準備しつつ戻ってきます！

小唄